THEY"VE JUST REACHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND 30 MINS LATER I CAN GO DOWN TO FETCH THEM!!!!!!!!!!!


OMG!!!!!!!!

IM SO DAMN EXCITED~~~~~~~~~~~~

at the same time.
sad to sya bye bye to my once in a life time freedom.

30 minutes.
counting down now.

BYEBYE FREEDOM.
HELLO MOMMY N GEORGE~~~

11:44 PM ·

just uploaded this song: zai ni yan li.
(in your eyes)

accidently click on the archives
and read my past entries.

i must admit i was so zhi zhuo.
i was so crazy.

practically every post contains 30++ "soh"
now, everything just faded.

its all so long ago.
i cant seem to rmb much.
i rmb the times we spent,
some silly incidents of me,
some cute (lol) things he does..

but i cant rmb why i like him so much.
yah, all i can rmb is that i really really really like him a lot.
VERY much.
i was so crazy over him.

and now, i notice that none of my so are written as soh.

somehow, he seems so faraway to me.
all thoses madness over him seems like a dream.
a beautiful dream i cant recall why it happened.

but anyway, i saw this song.
it brought back a lot of memories.
i know i loved him a lot.
and its sweet=)

dont really get in touch with him now
so i'll just wish him all the best.

you're still the most enchanting memory i've ever had.



mei you feng (without wind)
yun yi wei zi ji kei yi man man yi dong ( the clouds thot they would sill be able to drift along)

mei you ni(without you)
wo yi wei shi jie kei yi zhao chang zhuan dong( i thought life would still go on)


and yesh, life goes on...
without you.

just with more tears and heartbreaks
and no more of that cheerful smile, that brightens my day
and erase my sorrows, during every physics class, every sch day.

life was a lollipop
and now what is left is the stick.
lol.

its amazing to think that for one whole year,
i loved sch so much i hated every holiday.

amazing.
and everlasting.

guess it will forever be etched in my heart.
its too beautiful.

what was the word that you say a lot?
-soh

6:38 PM ·

lol. im bored.
even the com cant tempt me much now.
i guess i've really used so much tt im now totally indifferent to it.

haix. life's getting boring these days.
esp you're alone at home and u can do whatever u want.
lol.

sadly, this freedom tat i've just started to enjoy to gonna end soon.
it rather stupid and ironic because when mum n george
first left for china, i was like so traumatised.
then when i heard that my dad was going overseas too,
i was even more sad cuz nobody at home to company me.
(not that he was a very good company though)

and now, just when i felt tt i do enjoy this overwhelming freedom,
they're coming back.

ppl are just so strange.
lol.

went out with da shen for lunch just now
after going for dental appt.
yay~ the dentist say this yr, perhaps b4 o'lvls, i can get my braces taken out.
woots!

maybe by that time i would be sad for parting with my braces or sth.
lol.

oh, before da shen came along,
i was waiting for her at je.
i was actually sitting on a bench near the back entrance or sth
when an ah peh came and sat beside mi.

then we started chatting.
dunno why he suddenly reminds me of my grandparents
and i just feel very qin qie towards the oldman.
then he started talking about nowadays the movie quality very lan4
and how cool the movies during his time used to be.

then, just as we were talking animatedly about li lian jie etc,
my hp vibrated. da shen had reached.

then, when i hung up,
the lao ye ye said: " your friend not coming arh?"
it was when i told him, no, she just reached.

so, then, we parted.

i guess he must have been really lonely,
having nobody to talk to
and thats why ended up talking to me,
a typical modern day ignorant teenager,
comparing now and the olden days.

i did felt a bit sad for him,
because its like, he's just so lonely.
i mean, i dont know.
but where are his children or sth..

and, oh, there were some freebies being given out
at the mrt station.
the lao ye ye got one set too.
then he asked me if i saw and did i happen to go and get one myself.
actually, i feel rather ashamed because i felt that it would be rather kiasu
or it would seem very kiasu if i were to go there and take.
but no, as i rmb, when i was young,
while my grand parents were in singapore,
they used to take those freebies etc.

it was their way of finding joy.
they're contented with these little gifts
while us, we cant be contented with anything.
(lol, that drink)
i admit it, i had sometimes felt i was the most unlucky person
on earth(maybe it was due to pms)
and sometimes i would feel that my parents arent nice to me enough.
i felt that life was not fair to me all the time.

but, i guess its just that we dont know how to appreciate the things we have in life.

then, i thought about my parents,
when they're old, will i be so busy i couldnt be bothered with them anymore?

i certainly hope not.
i love them but i've nvr told them before.
well, im just afraid my parents, when they're old,
my bro and i might notbe dutiful enough go and take care of them
or we wont be bothered to visit them etc.

worse still,
like my mum and dad now,
work overseas and cant see my grandparents everyday or everyweek.

i guess it really a sad thing
that when a bird learns how to fly,
it will leave the nest and its mother forever.
(bad example)

lol. dunno la.
pray hard that none of our parents will be like that lonely lao ye ye
i saw today.

he told me there was some free movies at tampines
and he went to watch alone.
lol. and there were nobody in the cinema cuz the movie sucked.

then why did he go and watch anyway.
he's lonely, that's why.

and that was why i felt very guilty and sorry
when i had to tell him i need to go to meet da shen.
just hope that he'll be able to find another "fren" to talk to soon enough.

and da shen, its not that i very tan de lai,
its him who is very tan de lai.

wish him all the best.
he seems like a happy-go-lucky old man anyway.
lol.

=))

yeps. mummy and georgie is coming back tonight.
need to tiday up the house a bit.LOL.
haix.
now im really not sure if im anticipating this or not.
but im sure i will miss this bit of ultra freedom.

time will tell.
lol.

p/s da shen arh.. tell u wad. even if ur com really die hor, dun worry cuz time will wash it away.
if not u can try detergent.

HAHA.

4:26 PM ·